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Character's full name: Artemis Alena Mages
Reason or meaning of name: Artemis is the great Olympian goddess of hunting, wilderness, animals and the Moon. Also the goddess of childbirth, protectress of girl child up to the age of marriage, and twin sister of Apollon (or Apollo whichever you prefer). Alana is simply a combination of letters I made up and liked very very much. No reason. Mages is her surname because.... I was playing Rage of Mages II at that time and thanks to that game, mage simply became my favorite English word. (Still is.) Yeah yeah. Shush it, I was 12.
Character's nick
I\'ve been thinking about leaks
I think there are some in me
my eyes
my orifices
the tip of my finger.
(you).
think about leaks?
one comes behind sound.
one comes at the fountain where i wash,
where my hands are made clean of words,
where my flesh is made clean of soil and fluid.
but a lot of them just don\'t
I was never a party person.
When I look in the leaks I see
a lot
of nothing.
There is a cesspool of knowledge
festering fallacies of security,
a facade of felicitous philosophies,
a feigned life.
It is adorned with grace notes,
it is tonal, it looks pretty to the eye
but it leaves the composer feeling
like
like ss
The Emptiness
It's too cold in here
Sadness taints the air
All too painfully clear
In my world of despair
The space is too vast
A dark and empty void
My resolve fading fast
A misery I can't avoid
It echoes off the wall
Rebounding in my mind
Why did I have to fall?
To only be left behind
In the night it hides
The shadows closing in
Where a misery resides
Hurting under my skin
My world lies in dust
Abandoned and decaying
I am trying to adjust
The misery is staying
Staining the surfaces
In a cruel oppression
Those haunting faces
Fuelling my depression
Standing in that crowd
One figure stands apart
Her voice echoes alou
dreams
are beautiful
are horrible
are real
though they say them not
desires
are powerful
are captivating
are heart wrenching
though they say them unnecessary
death
is accomplished
is feared, fearless
is complete
though they say it unpredictable
rely on the destruction of the human race
not on anything but itself.
rely on the defeat of intellegence
not on anything but a desire for more of, or lack of
apparently, waiting for a better idea
freewill to fate, chance to choice
desire to death, dream to destruction
kissing to killing, helping to hurting
now its over, my life she took
my heart she stole, my world she shook
but i want her back, to stay with me
i need her here i wonder if she
feels the same? probably not
but i can dream, so il dream alot.
of the past memries shared
of d times we spend together, paired
the laughs, the tears, the happy days
i wanna bring them back real, ill try the ways.
but no matter which way i try to take
it doesn't stop the pain and heartache
knowing ill never again be with you,
so ill live in my dream world, where dream i do.
My Heart's Stalling Beat by Philster22, literature
Literature
My Heart's Stalling Beat
my eyes can touch a tempests soul
yet, her lips give way not even to a whisper of her foreboding
and so these truths lie imprisoned
as does her beautys benevolent bane
for even with intuitions indulgence her thoughts lie heavy still
full of what could be
but not of what is wanted
she lies there in my arms
unable to find a smile amongst her torn temptations
I feel she is almost unbeknownst to my hearts stalling beat as I a wait her words
as I see not an end or answer in her eyes I allow desire to overthrow my patience
and in hoping to wipe the sadness from her eyes
I look longingly into her soul
and allow
In my dreams
It was me in your arms
My lips on yours
There was only us
And the clouds
And the stars
It was the world and us
It was us against the world
But in your arms I could take it
Anything the world dished out
And with your kisses I was strong again
In my dreams it was me in your arms
My lips on yours
But in reality
It's always been her